10/10/10?

What a nice date right? But many sad things happened on this date which is hard for me to forget it. You know? i've cried for 1 litre of tears. My heart hurts so damn deeply. I can't bear with it. Arrian, you ought to forget the past. I know, i know. Every words that you have said to me keep on repeating through my mind. I do hope you'll read this. When we ended our call yesterday, i can't stop from crying. I felt so miserable that time. I was hoping for your call. But my handphone doesn't ring at all. Do you know i felt so depressed? It takes 1 hour for me to close my eyes and sleep. And the next day i woke up, the same feeling was striking on me. So here am i writing this post as i want to express my feeling. I didn't write this because i want to show off to everybody, but i don't have anyone to share this feeling of mine. I don't have much to say. I do hope i can get over this feeling. Dear god, please help me in this scenario. Byee readers....